Bullet points again  :

• i woke up happy to happy today
• i want Stragnov from Ila Puti
• i am in deep shit, if you only knew.
• i had to listen to the recording over and over again to excercise my lips.
• my smile gets big like, Ü
• Pink Period is gone, she’ll be back next month, as promised. or as cursed?.. ha!
• i blog because i want to talk to myself. remind myself that i am human after all.
• i have happenings.
• i miss bai, so bad i said : “naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh” over the phone with him.
• he was like : “unsa man?”
• the tone of his shy voice. shy but manipulative. shy but.. ha!
• august 18-19 is a red flag day.
• i wish ill be home by then. swap anyone?
• but i’m doubting. speak conscience.
• curiousity means assing it up? hehehe.
• i texted Moses! kahiya! hahaha.
• i want to yosi now.
• i cant yosi now. hmp!
• gimingaw ko ni Ramy.
• way mupalag.
• inlove ko kang Linc.
• ga selos si Micheal.
• haha!
• na roog roog.
• gotta goer.

another set of my bullet points..

• Lynda Lou Mercedez “Lucky” Yap is herat the Queens too! can’t wait to get ahold of her. [uhmmm,who invented busy scheds?]
• somebody just made me spell my phone name G[great].A[adorable].B[brave].R[raging].I[irreplaceable].E[excellent].L[lovely].L[lovely again].A[adorable to the Nth] GABRIELLA.
• im gonna eat again in 30mins.
• my RL puchie got durty. eerr.
• to Abet Abas : “There’s Absinthe in Rustan’s smarket koi. P1250.98. i’ll getchu one.”
• The color of Absinthe is THIS.
• Currently Executing : FARERULES2
• i’m a bit bored inside this area. always bored, i guess. but i love it here. i think so. maybe not.
• i cannot make up my mind.
• i want a new ‘do. no i’ll keep it long, i love to massage the shampoo with it during shower.
• i coughed. and coughed again. twice na!
• i want to sleep and wake up in the mid of the night and sigh. sigh about One True Love.
• One True Love, i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss you.
• i emailed Mady earlier. [i hope she got it, IT blocks it most of the time,FCOL!]
• FCOL means For Crying Out Loud.
• got money? √
• ki²t is my nick ick.
• i miss zizou… lablab zizou..
• ♂ means male. ok, everybody knows that.
• i ∙ am ∙ happy.
• i can hear Gil from here. hahaha.
• i’m out in 15mins, and counting lesser.
• i want McDonald‘s
• i have a new SMS.
•   impress.
• i read another story.
• it’s thrilling and scary! yaaaaaa aaayyyy kkkksss.
• one of hour pad bulbs in punder. i woke up with darkness dancing with the Police’s trumpets.
• i am talking with someone from .
• Just pressed on the infamous Headset Button. goodbye office.
• laterz bloogggie!
• ——–

read and you’ll know.

Bullet points and me.

• unpredictable
• papa’s demoted Princess
• xspoiled brat
• still a brat
• im a mom
• i cried at SM yesterday, my uncle dint get me the Guess blouse.
• i have weird tantrums. you dont wanna mess with me at those times.
• my bedtime wants: a back rub. sulk under the sheets. i ask it from someone im comfy with.
• i love horses.
• i love uneccesary things, f*ck. impulsive explosive buyer.
• i love sleeping. tulog. gotch. gotchiwa. gulotch. basta sleep.
• ganahan kog Thursday ug Friday coz it’s work-off’s
• plus the beer on thurs and fri.
• i fake it sometimes. kapui naman gud.
• mind-reader that i am, hehehe. buot buot nah!
• i sing in the bathroom. out loud. “you’re my all-time lover,touch by touch…”
• i wake up at 4a. like i have a choice?
• i want to take a leak now.
• deranged student, i hate school.
• i smoke like hell, but i envy those who doesn’t. seryoso nah.
• im falling for..
• that stuffed big bear in Ayalasang.
• i love chubby people. or only one chubby person. pwede mag laslas.
• i love sinugbang pork belly.
• calamsi nga sagul sa toyo nya onions nya kamatis.
• pakshet.
• i love to ♥ . and when i love, bahala mag kina-unsa,basta gugma.
• i say yawa, ahtaia, kapa mo, yati most of the time. pero trying to forget
• i learned the word Calambre from mich datoc. hahaha!
• Andy Calingin is a good friend. naglaag silang Mich, An ug Shang nga wala ko, so i told him “ di namu ka parehag nawung ni Oyo Boy Sotto,jowk ratu.” *evil grin* kay nasuya ko. yawa!
• Andy is in manila daw. nagtext siya.
• I miss abet. nakoi belt para niya. bunalan nako siya. har har har gitika ko.
• i miss BabyZizou. permi. hapit nako mabuang sa kamingaw.
• I hate waking up late at night just to turn off the freakin a/c.. sahay di maantus ang kabugnaw.
• i made a blog for Abet, and he was like “hey cool.. howd you do the site?”
• Hungarian Sausage from Tsinoy Fushion [skyrise] and Mint Leaf [in bukidnon] rox.
• lami kaayu ma tulog.
• ug mag haguk.
• hug hug hug hug hug, i likeee..
• naa koi friendster, kaymaoman tunguso sauna. naa pud koi xanga,hi5 and myspace. i have a multiply na gani.
• i miss my Kuya Doki. sigeg ka busy sa hospital, wa na noun mi quality time. the bayut salesguy said to kuya : “Sir, kaila kay Imalia Fuentes?”
• si Mitzil hapit na nako ipa Bombo Radio. nawala man gud. aha naka teh?
• i was drinknig with Gwelym at HapJaps yesterday.
• nagkita mi ni Papot after 10years. murag 10 gyud. so, a decade nuh?
• Si pope quinto. the best ang text one time : “kit aha naka? yawa.” so ana lang mura sag naa siya sa cebu nuh?
• I lost alotta pounds.
• Jed Ongking: “let me know when you’re 110lbs.”  so ana lang. nuh? 110lbs. ug ingnun na nako siya.
• I love dead airs!
• I am a TM. Team Member! wa lagi mupalag.
• Si Julius Caesar Bawasanta.. ang nag motivate sa ako to work the Fats out.
• im very witty.
• street smart.
• im a cowgirl.. Ü
• i’m goin to Starbucks unya.
• I got myself prego with a monster.
• nightmare is a shock, when the cast is so gwapu,pero killer sa damgo. ahak
• si norina sigeg ingun ug Ukoi.
• two gay friends makes my pad gay.
• i have a blog. dito. keekit.wordpress.com
• i do not have a love life now.
• dili ko PDA. har har
• i met a new friend. si Maika
• im going home to cdo soon. with a gun in tow. i have a liscence to carry, so zip it b*tch.
• Marlboro Gold is mala.
• Winston is the xbf of my mouth. Marlboro menthol is the current bf.
• ug ang lips ni .. ya ..
• “yuck bastos” by Josh bayut na ukoi .. kempeternz!
• i need a soldier.
• i love all my jeans. they’re all Levi’s. hahar.
• Pump is a crazy place.
• kempet.
• Si Francis, nag text lasnight. ngitag laag. kapuy.
• the bean bag in my room with Mickey and Minnie is my recreational area.
• i love pancit canton.
• i love coke. my tummy hates it.
• im logging out in 25mins.
• i’m sleeping afterwards.
• gi lud-an ko sa kung self lastnight 06.18.2007 pasakay kaayu ko.
• 12:37am 6/19/07 avaya time .
• yawa. nilagput akung laway.
• pangit akung tupad karun. si Josh Diyosa
• i am not sinungaling.
• “Tang ina pare dude, punta tayung Warehouse mamaya.” tha’s so in Manila. shet. am i going? yes, to sleep.
• i paid rent lasnight. bye moolah!
• i’ll continue this next time.
• hey, i din’t mention your name coz you’ve been all over me the past few days.
• me and you and you and me. cuddle.

My Parekoi. the original.

The picture contains this hot *ssssss* kid. Hot na pare. Hot na boy koi… parekoi.

fixin’ my all-time fave Nissan Patrol, the classic.

This rancher, this cowboy, this bugoi, has been overly spoiled by me.

a belt, when i return would match his tattered jeans and muddy cowbee boots!

the belt, i bought for my parekoi. Ü

*sigh*

watching asses running ..

boys are players.

out on the field.

it’s nice to watch them run wild.

Wild, with their bunchful of imaginations, truckloads of fantasies in their coco.nut.shell.

nice to watch them run wild.

nice to watch them stumble, nice to watch them in the mud.

nice to watch them and realize they are all the same. all the same.

prove me wrong. if you can. poison me into your unique wilderness if you’re not like the rest.

now, i am laughing.

laughing, like noone’s watching.

*one eyebrow up and a sarcastic smile*

Kudos to my bedtime hero

scratch my back softly. pekpek my butt cheeks. turn the iPod to another music. embrace me when i feel cold. hug me anytime. bring me to slumber. wake me up around 4am.. walk me to work, see you later.

My schedule adherence is at it’s A. Not for a minute,a sec, or a mili-sec, never been late again.

Kudos to? a friend. introduced by someone not worth mentioning. but thanks, anyway *asshole.

This is not ordinary.

not platonic, not intimate.

Whatever it is goin on, it’s a question i do not wanna ask myself.

to good to cherish. too real. too “us” in a different kinna way.

pak to the shet. pakshet.

 

faack the feeling. for real.

clean yellow&light blue striped polo.

ugly jeans.

an hhhmmm type of rubber shoes.

his moles in the face.

the Not So Tall him.

He just said “can i give you my first born child?” mimicking what his caller told him on the phone. and he looked freaked out.

the Rolex. well, hmm his dad’s Rolex. (he said so)

triceps.

his skin.

ima stop now.

Zizou’s gonna kill me.

Zizou’s first day was my first day.

The nine months were over.

March 29, 2007 was way passed the expected March 23 expected delivey date (edd). but as they say it could come as early as two weeks before edd or two weeks after. after could be panicky. i did panic. So i went to see my doctor again, had the usual IE’s she does to monitor the cervical opening. and she said im bound to be induced if the cervix still not opening any bigger. she planned to induce me sometime very early April. but my mind says No, the baby shoud be out even before April comes, i wanna see it so bad plus it’s getting heavier and stretchmarks are coming out plus i felt pressured,everyone kept texting if has gone out already. After the check up, i felt pain in my abdomen, and that’s normal, and to make it like the usual, if i pee there must be a sting blood that goes with it. but that night, that din’t happen, and the abdomen pain kept going. Me and my Mom went around the neighborhood walking, y’know excercise. When we got back at my pad, the pain was still there, it shoud’ve been long gone 5hours after the IE. then it had intervals. Mom asks : any back pains?. I said None. but the pain keeps going, i din’t wanna stand to eat dinner. i was just therelying in bed, savouring the three minute interval of pain. no back pain. just there. Mom says : grab the baby bag and we’ll go to the hospital. Then i said: No, not yet. this is nothing. this will end. Mom : Let’s Go. Then off we went.

9:00pm — we were at the hospital. i was IEed by some resident doctor. Cervical opening was just 3cm, it’s ok not to be admitted yet, but the doctor said my tummy was too hard, and the contraction intervals din’t seem normal. and CS became an option. but we had to wait for my doctor to decide. so there at the labor room, i had IV’s and oxygen (my heart wasn’t really responding well, i was nervous) and some belt that monitored Baby Inside.  The abdominal pain was getting alot painful. it was tolerable but yes, it was painful.

March 30,2007 — My doctor IEed me again, still 3cm. Baby Inside was as hard as rock inside. The doctor knew that baby wanted to get out but my cervix wasn’t dilating easily. Then at 6:00am i had breakfast, then i was induced an hour after. Doctor said : If this induction does not work, then we’re taking him out through the belly. CSection. i was just lying there, thinking  : general aneasthesia through the back bone. my intestines out while they pull out the baby. ripped belly. and stitched afterwards. longtime pain after the aneasthesia wears off. bed rest after operation. it’s gonna be scary. but at the back of my mind i know he’s gonna come out normal, in my canal. Then good news : my cervix was responding really well, next thing i knew my waterbag broke and cervix opening really fast, and the pain was super. i was drugged up with pain relievers. i was high, but the pain was at it’s highest as well. what more if i had back pains?.. laslas

12:35noontime — i was wheeled to the delivery room. and was asked to hold on a few more minutes, my doctor was on her way. i was ready. then after Three Times of  Holding My Breath and Pushing, Neli Gabriel Zizou was crying, he was finally out. and all the pain was flushed out of my system.

I AM A MOM now. he was placed peacefully at my chest after his first bath, and that was the sweetest thing that ever happened to me, next to having a life.

He’s such an adorable baby. i told myself over and over again. telling everyone. texting everyone.

Yes, i know, im a mom. proud as i was for nine months. and will forever be.

The first night i slept with my baby was overwhelming. that night i knew i wasn’t alone. will never be.

Noone can take him away from me. I may be far from him in time, but he’s mine.

remembering..

i miss dancing.

few catch-ups ..

What happened? hmmm.. not much. it was just the usual lunches at Table 7.  and some Ayala luvin’.. and Tin missing. shyet.

My Ate Cha [cousin] came here to Cebu for three days, and it was fun.. We went churching and eating and staying homey and strolling with her friend Te Love.  i enjoyed their company that im missing it already. *sigh*

i was on leave for two days after my rest days, so that makes it 4days-no-work! say H.A.P.P.Y. =)

well, it’s now a day before the Hearts Day. and everyone is excited. or maybe not. i am not. who is? tell me.. then, congratulations! enjoi. *red hot heart shape balloons popping like hell*

.. and i am sulking here in my station, i’ve come to realize, it’s my first Vee day with Zizou.. weepeedeee! that makes it special enough. =)

and a peice of sweet thing for Zizou on his first and only Vday inside my tummy:

Your presence is a gift to the world,
Your mother’s passion can exempt her from any crime.
Your life can be what you want it to be -
Take it one learning step at a time.

Have health and hope and happiness,
Take the time to learn, identify and wish on a star.
And don’t ever forget for even a day, a night, a gasp…
How very special a bundle of strength YOU are.

*cloudy with pen at the “arrival” awaiting you, son*…TITO TOM

sweet huh?! yuuupp! [Tiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnn... *giggle*]

well, Zizou kicking it hard. uuuhhmmpp! but mommy me finds it lovely.

i wana give birth na, i can’t wait. i can’t wait. i want to give birth na. i can’t waitee wait to see my baby.. =) *jump jump* [as if i can]

oh yeah, there was an SMS Night,  with the other must-be-an-Idol-girl. the issue,

my baby’s lastname : Valmoria [read as : Val-mu-ri-ya].

period.

hmmm..

2:00am New York time. im digging the few sticks of fries in the box. and some Coke slurpin’.. just a bit. *wink*

me and the day before Hearts day, just ordinary yet fullfilling.