remembering..

i miss dancing.

few catch-ups ..

What happened? hmmm.. not much. it was just the usual lunches at Table 7.  and some Ayala luvin’.. and Tin missing. shyet.

My Ate Cha [cousin] came here to Cebu for three days, and it was fun.. We went churching and eating and staying homey and strolling with her friend Te Love.  i enjoyed their company that im missing it already. *sigh*

i was on leave for two days after my rest days, so that makes it 4days-no-work! say H.A.P.P.Y. =)

well, it’s now a day before the Hearts Day. and everyone is excited. or maybe not. i am not. who is? tell me.. then, congratulations! enjoi. *red hot heart shape balloons popping like hell*

.. and i am sulking here in my station, i’ve come to realize, it’s my first Vee day with Zizou.. weepeedeee! that makes it special enough. =)

and a peice of sweet thing for Zizou on his first and only Vday inside my tummy:

Your presence is a gift to the world,
Your mother’s passion can exempt her from any crime.
Your life can be what you want it to be -
Take it one learning step at a time.

Have health and hope and happiness,
Take the time to learn, identify and wish on a star.
And don’t ever forget for even a day, a night, a gasp…
How very special a bundle of strength YOU are.

*cloudy with pen at the “arrival” awaiting you, son*…TITO TOM

sweet huh?! yuuupp! [Tiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnn... *giggle*]

well, Zizou kicking it hard. uuuhhmmpp! but mommy me finds it lovely.

i wana give birth na, i can’t wait. i can’t wait. i want to give birth na. i can’t waitee wait to see my baby.. =) *jump jump* [as if i can]

oh yeah, there was an SMS Night,  with the other must-be-an-Idol-girl. the issue,

my baby’s lastname : Valmoria [read as : Val-mu-ri-ya].

period.

hmmm..

2:00am New York time. im digging the few sticks of fries in the box. and some Coke slurpin’.. just a bit. *wink*

me and the day before Hearts day, just ordinary yet fullfilling.

non-showbiz?

i went to the sonographer to see Baby Inside again.

he was shy, he was covering half-face downwards and no matter how the doctor shook him so he would move his hands away so we could see his fabulous face upfront,he wouldn’t.

doctor said : “your baby’s not showbiz“.

i was like : “hahaha”

my li’l cowboy is bugoi. =) and i love him.

his current presentation? Breech.

i feel saddened about the idea but i have good trust that Zizou will make it back to Cephalic mode before the world gets ready to meet him..

i love my Baby. and i am taking him out the normal way. i want to experience the real mother thing, where it comes out of me.

I can’t wait to see him up on a real horse saddle with some cute hat, and real great looking  baby cowboy boots. (that we are expecting to have from his Ninong/Uncle Abet or Binky… haha).

If his dad thought id lost all because he’s gone, he’d better think again. im so having the LIFE.

Oasis and the baby elephant.

Oasis?.. yes, Tin’s Tom calls him [my Zizou] Oasis. and he has reasons for that, and i like it.

I spoke with Tom the other day, and it wasn’t just merely a phone conversation with some cebuano. it was An Experience. right Tin, it was one. he’s just so IT.  and that is on the positive, ok.

I told Tin : He’s just too good to be true.

i don’t know. he makes me wanna grow old now,like him.

i want my baby: Oasis/Zizou meet his nephies and nieces and meet the baby elephant in Thailand! and meet his Godfather Tom. i want. i want. i. want. TIN! =)

now i know why you had to shoot me that : guys, im on the boat to cdo, to meet my happiness.

i am totally happy for you miss autistic!

go get that happiness! i miss you.

to Tom : two thumbs up. i swear. hope to talk to you soon, or to see you personally.