ang kalo!

Vinz asked his niece to text me about his cap.

he wants to get it.

where is it? PROBABLY BACK IN CHINA BY NOW. i threw it at sea the last time i took the boat to cdo.

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu =)

ef oh oh dee!

the foods down in my system for the last 4hours:

 chicken McDo

                                                               large frenchfires

burger 

                                                              another  large frenchfries

2 regular coke

                                                 500 ml Preggy’s Milk

water and lots of of it

                                        Cinnamon Cake

Reese’s Peanut Butter Choclit something

small KitKat wafer

Hershey’s Milk Choclit [small one]

Peter Paul AlmondJoy bar.

yes, that’s it.

and then my officemate was like : “kit, ayaw sige super daghan i-eat maglisud ka pagamay after panganak.”

“last nalang ning Cinnamon Cake joy ha?”.. i hirited.

“ok.” she says.

I love how my officemates get worried about my eating habits, but i just love the way food struts themselves to me too.

dang! 

i got a merit!

I  read through my higala’s blog and i came across this  from her Q&A Play entry : 

Whose behavior merited celebration?
hmmm.. r-a-m’s! wahehe!
but for real, kitzy’s would be it.. =)

Ain’t that just heartwarming? yessirre!!

But Mitz knows i deserve that anyway! hahaha *peace eta*

here’s some [just some] of the reasons why :

alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot .

hahaha!

 

the bestest reason : ABORTION NEVER CAME IN TO ME FOR EVEN HALF A SEC. i’m sure that’s the biggest reason why my family and friends love me! =)

hey, we’re here to multiply not kill.

CHARISSE BELTRAN — guilty as charged! baby killer!

 

 

hope this happens.

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me and them. cloned? haha

somethings..

What did you do in 2006 that you’d never done before?
Letting  go of One True Love.  and expecting a baby.

Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
naahh.
 
Did anyone close to you give birth?
Not him. his wife gave birth.

Did anyone close to you die?
nope.

What places did you visit?
All Over.

What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
hmmm. that’s a tough one. maybe, strength. alot of strength.

What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 8. i din’t know that the guy i dated that day would be my first born’s dad.

 
What was your biggest achievement of the year?
being a happy expectant mother.

What was your biggest failure?
Having to make Miss Charisse Beltran live with me here in Cebu for awhile. She’s the witch.
Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope. The Witch did! Karma rocks!
What was the best thing you bought?
too many.

Whose behavior merited celebration?
mine.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Vinz.

Where did most of your money go?
Starbucks? hehe.. food in general! you ain’t messing with a preggy’s appetite.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Having a baby.

What song(s) will always remind you of 2006?
Stars are Blind – paris eych

Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? — happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? –   I gained. im have a baby bump too.
iii. richer or poorer? –   richer of course!
 
What do you wish you’d done more?
sleep and shop and never get tired that easily.

What do you wish you’d done less of?
sulking up.

How many one-night stands?
none since birth.

What was your favorite TV program?
Sex and the City

Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
the witch. and her mouth and her burnt arm!

What was the best book you read?
Tuesdays with Morrie.

What was your greatest musical discovery?
Paris can sing? like huh? and Judy Ann Santos too.
What did you want and get?
Great Life.

What was your favorite film of this year?
Happy Feet

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Spent money and was at werk. 23 and  hawt.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
none. it was at it’s best.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
anything goes. confidence beats all.

What kept you sane?
The baby inside.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Halle Berry, Sushmita Zen

What political issue stirred you the most?
Ex-Gov Calingin of Mis Or running for Cdo city Mayoralty?

Who did you miss?
My family.

Who was the best new person you met?
Baby inside.

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
When the going gets tough, just keep going. WHO CARES.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
I look really blooming and very beautiful in my pregnancy and that it sure fits me!

The most touching experience you’ve had this year?
touching experience? hearing Baby Inside’s heartbeat, and seeing him through ultrasound scans.

What did you like most about yourself this year?
The strong me.

What did you hate most about yourself this year?
none.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
“baby you can givit to me,i givit to you, i know what you want” hahaha

Was 2006 a good year for you?
Hell yeah.

What was your favorite moment of the year?
the moment i heard Baby Inside’s heartbeat.

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
The first time i saw Baby Inside’s dad after 3months not seeing him.

Where were you when 2006 began?
CDO city

Who were you with?
with The Fam

Where will you be when 2006 ends?
Cebu. B.

Who will you be with when 2006 ends?
Baby Inside. Mitzil. Boo and Bes.

Do you have a new years resolution for 2007?
Be the perfect Mom and Dad to as of the moment –> Baby Inside.

What was your favorite month last 2005?
December.

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
Gladly no.

Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yeah. One True Love

What was your favorite record from 2006?
alot.

How many concerts did you see in 2006?
Concert? not ballet?

Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2006?
from january to july 28.

Do a lot of drugs in 2005?
yeah. just a li’l

Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
uh huh. don’t wanna spill.

How much money did you spend in 2006?
A LOT. like so LOTS. faaak

What was your proudest moment of 2006?
Knowing that Baby Inside is  a BOY.

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2006?
Going to the Obgyne for the first time, without Baby Inside’s dad in tow. now im so used to it.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2006 and change something, what would it be?
I should’ve told him to stop staying in bed most of the time,not unless his bed produces dough.

What are your plans for 2007?
Come what may. Be the mother every dad drools at and every single li’l boy dreams of.

How are you different now that the year has ended?
Im an expectant mom now, people.

What are your wishes for the new year?
All the best for me and Baby Inside.

christmas. yes, christmas.

so how was it? like all asks.  be it, officemates,callers,friends — everybody.

it was ok, ok?.. i wasn’t able to go home. baby lump on the loose at 6months. so any questions? i miss cdo. and i felt like crying hell when my father said they were drinkin and eating and partying.back home. i felt alot more tearful when my mother shot me this non-christmas related message over the phone :

“name your baby ANGELISIO.”

i was like? WHHHHHAAAATTTT?..

“Merry Christmas ma.” was all i could shoot her back.

I had dinner with Mitz, we had a long 3hour winding drive before we could finally get the spoons work it to our mouths. 3hour drive?yes. we were all over Cebu, all was closed. except Abuhan Uno. sometimes, we can thank the above for some cruel hearted entreprenuer’s who keeps there restaurant open the whole time [which means not giving an off for the employees for the holidays]. haha =)

Then home it is, i found Boo and Bes at our terrace awaiting for the fireworks,before and after and at 12mn. we have a good view. the view is like seeing the E and B, in the word CEBU. that’s kinna bigitime already, don’t ya think? the fireworks was the best.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. first christmas with baby in tow.

Then, to my bed. ZZZzzzzz’s.

Now im at work. =)

FUCK WORK.

FUCK WORK.

i am guilty of retard schedule adherence.

but me sounding like a recording, just to get away with  a call? BULLSHIT.

I wanna hear the verint. and if i prove you wrong, i’ll get you what is due for you, for accusing me.

 BULLSHIT.

just right.

the bestest friend/enemy of 2-minute-fights i have ever known.. Bj. 

Bj’s wife gave birth to an 8.9lbs baby girl last week.

What an angel.

I cried when i saw the pictures.

One lucky angel, one lucky dad.  i said to myself. 

i got jealous staring at how her li’l body fitted right to his arms.

just so right. that i cried again, having to look at it again and again.

That i wanted the same exact picture. My baby and his dad.

stop me. now. 

im stopping. 

stopped.

back to reality.

Why can’t every man be as responsible as him?

Why Vinz? and why not Bj?

I NEED AN ANSWER.

stop kit, STOP.

“aaw..ayaw cry tita *hughug* dapat excited ka kay soon sexy hot momma naman dayun ka.” – from mady casanova. bj’s sister.

and then i realised, she was right.

I carresed my tummy.

don’t worry hun, papa will carry you..

like he did to me when i was like you.. 

like how your lolo carried your dad when he was a baby..

just like how your Tito Bj cradled baby Brielle..

You will fit in our arms too, babe.

just right.

Like, how God planned everything. just right.

i love you. and will always.

Merry Tummy-World Christmas.

i guess i should stop. my eyes filled with tears now.

this can’t be.

I  miss him now.

I’ll hate him in a while like i always do.

Die scumbag. Die Vinz.