Last Days of November, F-U-N.

november november novemeber. the second to the last month of the year, though no too late for fun things.

november 24- friday  –

it’s my rest day and i  can’t complain. in the morning i was just at home. alone. Boo had work and so was Bes.

i hit the City by noon, and strolled around alone. fun? yeah. not.

in the evening, i chilled with Boo, Mitz, Tin and Rj at Starbucks, Ling was there too. coffee and chit chats.

and *click* *click*’s for Mitz [and see where these *click*'s lead to later] . Pictorials ito!

after the so-chika-filled-receipt-hunting-guy-drooling loungin, we called it a night, Mitz went home and so did Tin and Rj and Ling. Me and Boo and Bes? Don Henrico’s Hit!! Pizza and salad? so the best. Burp.

we planned actually to catch a late muvee, but as we were on our way, chedeng… close napo.. may bukas pa bah? yep yep.

november 25 – saterdey –

rest day again. i went downtown [since i live up there] around noon.. went to get some dougho [hehe] then went to visit xboarding house and chilled with xhomies from there for awhile. then decided to get back home [up there] and get a refreshing bath, again. sometimes, being pregnant means, being irate to sweat. or maybe it’s just the baby, like his dad, too sensitive to igang/alimuotness. but let’s drop that topic.

Then BTC – Yellowcab to be exact with li’l cute boyfriends and their mom. Te Jen and Ethan and Chiching and Dongkoy/CJ. food food food!! yum yum yum yum..  i missed the kids and the time with them was worth it!

Then we dashed to Ayala and played out a** out at TimeZone. i so enjoyed it, like totally. it’s like a preparation to motherhood, specially to a baby BOY [y'know guns and stuff, basketball and all that]. FUN.

then we hit the Supamarket. grabbed some delicious candies and foodahs.. Then i dropped them home. kisses and hugs from my li’l lovely homies. and sad goodbyes. they wanted me to stay at their house and chill over Garfield.

but that was impossible for me to do, since my Real-Life-Garfield is there.. i tried to explain that to the kids, but they were like “yeah and he’s so cute ate! he smiles like this [then flashes a smile] “. i was actually reffering to another Garfield. but the kids din’t know. haha.

Chiching calls me Love. and when he saw the Wedding Dress in some of the boutiques, he shot me with a ” pakaslan tika Love ” phrase. [translation : i will marry you,Love]. Ain’t that sweet? my heart stopped  for two whole seconds. the best smile was flashed back to him and a sweet kiss on his forehead. Ching blushed. How could he be just 7years old, lord? *sigh*. But he can be a great playmate and cousin to my Baby boy.

Then i went back home. caught up with Boo and Bes. we decided to hit downtown for the girls night out and to [finally] see Happy Feet. Boo was so excited, she doesn’t really wanna miss the muvee. so we went and enjoyed. pretty good good muvee. promise. stop fishing! they need it there, too. [watch it please]

Then, Starbucks galore. receipts kept coming. and stickers were rolling, receipts wounded with REDEEMED brands. we also Met Boo’s friend. Sinclaire. honestly, all the while i thought he was a girl. but anyway, he’s a he.

We were waiting for Tin and Mitz. and they were late. like three hours? my patience? lez not talk about it.

the thing was, they arrived, and i did expect it. if my phone had been working and wasn’t on the Bat Empty sitch i should’ve made a strategy on making Tin and Mitz come aerlier, like text them that we were already waiting for them even if we were still halfway Happy Feet. but that wasn’t just my Cellphone’s day. f*ck.

Then they were there. we were all happy. and we started the night rolling. first desti ? marco polo. Tin said a friend of hers told her there was a new bar there, wala man. hmmp.

then, we went to stroll around Crossroads. saw a couple of familiar faces from the Golden City. Small Mindanao and Visayas. and then greetings greetings.

then after Crossroads?

P.U.M.P – i really do not wanna hit the area anymore. for valid reasons, but life surely would qualify the reasons null. so what the hey. the place was so packed up. saw cousin Chad and his friends. saw alot of people actually. saw friends, saw gays, saw the best of the ones who fills up the crazy world. they saw me, and my belly. and i had more than a couple of “what happened?” and “hey that’s hot” and some of those chicks buzzing to each other like bees looking my direction. i wanted to shout. “IM LOVING IT, REALLY” .

i also got a yell from the cute Matthew  “You’re bringing a baby in the club?” that’s with a sweet smile .

and i was like, nod nod. [like, is there any way i could leave it home?] haha. im pretty sure my baby liked the music. right hun? *kick from the inside* means ye-ah!

and Mitz friend grabbed me by the hand, and shot me with the curios look and “mabdos ka nuh?” and then my usual yeah, and he was like “ah ka game gud!” hehehe..

well, that all does it people. me and my baby can so enjoy. we can go  to all the places you can and we can do whatever we want. together. it’s just the beginning of this togetherness,watch out the rest of it. tough. yeah, but we’ll do it.

Boo and Bes had to go ahead since Bes had work the following day, or should i say, few hours from that second.

Me, Tin and Mitz? still there. me at the Bar ledge,sitting and enjoying, humming with the music, and always nodding to the “put your hands in the air” verbiage of the DJ, again again and again, izat the only phrase he knows? hehe.

Mitz and Tin? in the crowd. head banging. kidding. haha. in the crowd. searching.. for —– hmmm, say it Mitz and Tin. haha.

After awhile, my normal drama stroke, then i headed to Mitz car and rested, checked out making out kids in the back of their trunks. felt the rain . felt the cold night. felt my Baby Gab kicking it on the inside.

Then breakfast at Sinangag Guadalupe with Tins friends, who became our friends then on. it was pretty early in the ey em.. then we went to my place. Mitz and Tin lying down in the sala. *click* click* *click* by Mitz and all of  us, then the camera started being autistic, not Tin, but the cam. it gave us all negative-looking results. then, it went from OK to not-so Ok then Busted. evolution of the the *click*’s to disaster. huhuhuhhuhu to dadai.

Not a good start for Mitz sunday morning. Then Bes went to work, Mitz and Tin dropped her off the office and everybody was at the comfort of their cribs. zzzzZZZZ’s ito!

november 26 – sunday –

zzzzZZZZ’s all day long. Today, Mitzil was the official Expensive friend. i had to keep in touch with her through YM.

her phone nga kasi, *click* *click* . hehe. so everybody was bored? after less than six hours not together? yes.

so we decided to meet up at the Official Tambayan, Starbucks that is. Me and Boo first hitting Watsons for some important buys, then Tin and Rj followed, then Max’s for dinner. Then Starbucks. Mitz, caught up after more than a couple of hours. we had to ring her landline to get her reminded. she had alot of things going at her crib, sleep and then her mom called, then sleep and when she finally said she was already on her way, she almost slept back. stressful? haha.

so there, and we were complete. the Power Starbucks team. haha. Pak Redeemed!

Then we went to Mabolo for the famous, Ginabut and dinuguan. eat eat eat. then we went to aljun’s [Mitz classmate] place, and chilled with the other classmates and the garden. more and more *click* *click*’s..

Then Me and Boo? went home early, morning. hehe.

november 27 – monday –

so work is at 11am and i had no nice sleep, baby was kicking and i feel a terrible headache coming, or was it really?

hehe. i went to work anyway, and walked-in absent, the consequence? to the hospital and get myslef checked and bring back med cert. kayang kaya, bakit hindi? so off i went to my OB. alota mom-to-be’s lined up. Coincidentally, Melissa Abarrientos was there, a friend back from City of Gold. she’s pregnant too, likely 6 months too. Hers is a Girl.

So we did alota catching ups, why and how and where and when these yada yada’s and blah’s.. we did some mom bonding, or whatevs. we ate at Chowking, i wanted Jonie’s but we ate at Chowking. food still. Then we lounged at Starbucks for more mom bonding. her story and mine, perfect for some doughnut and java chip frap. and then we called it a day since she still have work at 10p.

At night, i just chilled at home with Bes. Boo was at werk 10p-6a.

i was reminiscing, texting, tangaing, half asleep, wide awake. i was everything. imagining.

then i figured i wanted to see my baby, so i decided to go to the Centre for Women area at Cebu Doctors Hospital. Ultrasound baby!

november 28 – tuesday –

Good morning Baby Gab! i went early to the hospital, to avoid waiting in line before i could finally get a peek of my li’l angel. i was first. i was excited. i was nervous. Then, there he was right infrana me.

5fingers? check.

5toes? check.

braiin? check.

bladder? check. and the doctor moved him so he could pee, to verify if bladder was well working, and he peed.

spine? check.

everything was healthy. all ok. all checked positively.

good thing, they din’t have to check stuffs like :

ninangs? coz there are alot.

ninongs? coz it’s so confusing.

cousins? too many.

uncles?uhmmm..

aunites? nah.

half sis/bros? tuwaw!!

dad? dead.

hehe. kidding kidding, but yeah half-meant.

anyway, my baby was such a cutie. i can tell from there. even my OB said so.

he has chubby cheeks and so nice round eyes. beautiful baby boy. like, mom.

Then i went to ayala for Mcdo pig out. liking it alone with baby Gab, and his pictures.

then starbucks, one Toffee Nut Frap for a pak! redeemed. stickers rolling.

two to go, and journey journal you’re all mine to scrap out. *excitedz*

I texted Mitzil, and she said we could meet up by 5p, after her class.

i tried to wait, but my eyes almost fell.

so i went home and chilled with Boo, Bes was at werk.

showed boo the Baby Gab,she was all excited. we talked about parenting do’s and don’ts.

very fruitful conversation.

Then we went to the city two hours before her scheduled work time.

We checked the net and studied for some exam she’ll be having, we were basically expedia.coming.

hehe. Then me and mitz met up at JY square mall [is it even a mall?]

We ate BBQ. and we dashed to Starbucks, the second time for the day for me. another Redeemed status coming!

please fill me in! i made a deal with Mitz, i give her two regular receipts for the some stickers she needs for the 12 spots, and she buys something to give me for the two stickers i lack for the 9 spots. she agreed. great. so one more vacancy in my card and ima help Spark of Hope Foundation. hehe, and the Starbucks Limited Edition Planner.

if we think well, the planner costs more likely 3thou. hmm, except that you already sipped alota Frap and chuvakles with it, or that somebody else did. thanks to all the contributors! namely : hmm, hehe. nameless.

anyway, John dee was in the vicinity too, and thank God he was! he gave me my last sticker, he gave me the chance to get the grab of the Planner right that hour. read: Thanks John!! but i had to drink the Frap, ugh! and that’s too much for me already. specially with the Planner in hand. hahaha.

so then, Tin was jealous with me and Mitz writing and writing alota things. so she was scribbling too, something somethings.

Then her Basketball player friend dropped by. Tall, very. But Tin said he smelled like beer. turn off, yeah.

Then, next Tin Caller for the Night was the Medrep. he was drunk. Tin was like, hahay, dropped the call and then it rang again. Then he arrived. Tin driving, him drunk. hehe

Me and Mitz, went around office then she drove me home, we parked for awhile, like the ol’ time routine, and talked about so many things. we just love talking. and we can’t get enough of it. we lurv it.

hehe. Then we called it a night, oh early morning i mean.

november 29 – wednesday –

Then the world called WORK. late for an hour because? i chilled at xbhouse and chikas with xhomies.

Then Mcdonald’s with Gina.

Kino a li’l depressed  bout my tardiness. it’s Aspect time. should As*it? hehe..

i dont wanna explain coz it is so gonna be long.

november 30 – thursday –

Then here again at werk, sitting near sarah. us and our Old Songs trip out.

last day at werk, and then OverTime bukas.

Dry Run for Asean Summit Route Chuvakels tomorrow. Am i gonna roll down from my place to Jy? haha.

anyway, i wont put that in mind yet, wait til it gets to me tomorrow.

i stopped blogging for an hour, i went to Bay2. had a li’l conversation with MJP.

Bout somebody. and then Cley Torres joined and we had the some friendship-cut topic rollin’.

Mark is serious with his status, and he’s loving it.

to Cley : get those fingers work on your Cell’s phonebook. hahah. peace Mark.

Then i got to meet Dexter, Mjp’s best.

sweet couple. aaaawww..

Three more hours and im good for the week.

no queues for two whole days, just me and my baby and our lovely home and Boo and Bes.

Tin and Mitz and Rj too. Sarah sasali ka bah?

Ayala here we come.

Starbucks, here’s more stickers to paste in Bes’, Tin’s and Mitz card.

Taxi’s, another hundreds to take us home.

Bed, more sleepyheads.

More events coming. More blogs to go.

more blogs to read.

eyes wide shut .. read my happy november

the catch ups. [since i was totally busy,whatevs]

Nov 6 — i was totally excited. my superfriends Sheila a.k.a Boo and Dotty a.k.a Bes will be here by tomorrow.

sleep? i can’t even do a slow wink, i can’t wait. i can’t explain.

Nov 7 — i was early. woke up around 6am. and i was ready to pick them up at the pier.

pier 5, but they wont be there til 8am. i guess i was just way excited. But ok, Boo and Bes im on my way!

so they were here, and hugs hugs and kiss kiss all over. and they said my baby bump made me look alot sexier. i still have curves, c’mon!

we went directly to the hotel at the Cebu Midtown, and then relaxed for like two hours, and our relax means catching up, q&a’s..

just girl stuff.

aaawww.. i wanna keep that moment foreva. but — we have more important things to ace up.

so we went to my office since they had to take their exams that afternoon.

then both had good news, we head home and ate and walked our ass out of the hotel to find an apartment or maybe a house we could fulfill our dreams at. huhum the search was on!!!! we were all over Cebu.

Houses that ranged from 5k to 10k which involved double commuters ride, was a no no no. and long walks? f*ck.

so we went on and on with the house hunt journey.

after the night passed twelve leading us to the earliness of the next day, we went to visit Ramy — a friend introduced to me by Ninin[yes -- i wrote that right, Vinz] and im smiling, a friendly one. whatever that means, hmmmp!

so there we were at Ramy’s crib. then after some chillaxing moment, we went back to the hotel.

Me and Bes were too tired to take a bath before shut-eye, we dozed insiguida. ZZZzzzzZZZZzzz’sss

Nov 8 — Boo went on with her PS exams and the good news is, she got hired.

Bes had her share of goody newsy too! she’s starting her training at etelecare.  so work probs? no more!

we are all working on the same park. the IT park.

Me, Boo and Bes.

during the day, while Bes was busy with her requirements and Boo just had her final sign up for the company, we took advantage of the time to stroll more of the city to continue the house hunt.

tired and dusted, we decided to get back to the hotel and rest while we wait for Bes.

so we were so waiting for a taxi at Banilad, when we saw this familiar man walking towards us.

he is gorgeous, not because we are friends but because, he is really gorgeous.

it was Ramy, and then we dropped him off at ayala and me and boo went to the hotel and chilled.

Bes really got exhausted during the day, so she dint wanna hang out with us and do SD [social drinking,as they say] with me and Boo and  the troop. [namely : The Serious Looking Clown - Crio a.k.a batman ; The Boy Next Door Hottie - Ramy ; The 21yr old Songer - Rocky a.k.a Boba!  and -- drum rolls anymone? Long Lost Dudie [no more!] he’s so right beside me, infrana me, all over — it’s Jed!!!!]

so we were chilling, they were drinking and smoking. like, i wasn’t able to. hmmp.

Dudie was all so amazed seeing me, no im no feeler. he said he dint expect to see me, and that he was amazed. he was the same ol’ shy him, or was he?.. i cannot think of anything to say —- can i be quiet for two hours??? i just can’t believe he was right there, too visible.

—— two hour silence ——–

phew! i gotta get over it and get on with this blog.

we were eating, me and Boo doing our Ice Cream Contest and doing our girl thing chit chats, and Dudie Jedie and Rocky Bob ba was singing their lungs out, and ramy was just observing and Crio, was at his constant kulit-so-funny mode.

we were just there enjoying each others company. q&a’s.. bug arounds and jed was amazed by my baby bump. it was kinuv a tease but honestly, i found it really cute. Jed is drop dead gorgeuos, i guess God was just showing off while he was creating him.

and the thriller part was bringing back past hang outs. jed was kinuv talking about the chill we had before, and i was like, kicking him under table and he smiles, of course, i smiled back.

God, he sings really great and he has a hawt hawt body and he is just oozing with appeal and all the good looks anyone would crave for, in short i was catching oxygen everytime i stare at him. i cannot believe myself. i am totally not into him, im not inlove with him, i am not involved with him now [ the "now" just popped through my mind, and i dint mean that], or anything, i dunno, he’s just there, and if you are me, you’ll know how it feels.

it goes for the rest of the troop though, very very warm and cozy. everybody was physically, mentally, and emotionally there.

it’s amazing, the SD was amazing. i learned new things, new words, new stuff. i learned alot.

the Guys were adding from one beer to another, and another and another and another. we moved from a spot to another.

Dudie Jeddy was like “i dint expect to see you dude” again and again. with a sweet smile. the original. and he keeps on shaking my head. and i liked how he rested his arm on the back of my chair. and he touched my tummy,nodding the suspicious way, giving the eye of a million questions [but i ain't sure of that, that's just how i read it..emo? yess] *blush*

my baby? sleeping right so tenderly in my tummy. or prolly listening to the songs his future ninongs were singing.

i love my baby. so much. as it gave me too many blessings i can’t even start to count’em. endless.

so we had to wrap things up since everyone had some things to do the next day, Dudie Jedie still has the same ol’ sending-mom-to-work thing, sweet! ramy still hafta ace up the sleep so he could go to gym and school the next day , me and Boo still hasta get some shut-eye, tomorrow is a big day. move from one hotel to another and look for a place, again.

so there, Jed gave us a lift, and it was some ride that Boo enjoyed. me? hmm.. sitting right next to dudie again,[ minus his hand on mine like i remember it way back six months ago] Ü  [?] ,comforted me from the fright, i still had goosebumps though.

so we dropped off Boo at the hotel and Dudie and me, had to park for awhile in the park lot of my bhauz. we laughed, and we were both amazed. it was exactly, 6months from the last time we were together, right at that spot. the only difference is that now i have my lovely baby bump, and it’s funny how he teased me. but it was cute.

we kept quiet most of the time, looking at each other, and then looking away.

he hugged me, i hugged him.

we hugged tight that my baby could feel it.

we hugged.

i dunno.

it was amazing.

we hugged.

we….

i was eyes wide shut — the phrase that described the very moment he went off.

——

Nov 9 — bes got everything settled. and she will have to leave back to cdo tonight.

so after her visit to her new office, we went house hunt again. then we found the perfect place.

at Plaza Housing in Lahug. 3bedrooms, good kitchen area, clean bathroom. Talking bout house virginity? we’re having the first taste of it. hahaha!

at night, Bes took the boat ride.

Me and Boo? went to Pipeline, and chilled. sometimes a long week needs a breather. not sometimes, but all the time.

then Ramy and Crio followed after their soccer practice.

so we all had a laughy night and the pool was great.

then ZZZZzzzzzz’s…

Nov 10 — Me and Boo was ready to take my first ultrasound! we went to the hospital, and brace yaself! its a— BOY!!!!

am having a BOY.. i am so excited. Ü can’t say anything better, i love my baby. i love my baby.

shoot me nice names please. i thought i was ready for it, but i guess not. i need names.

told ma and pa i was having a boy, they were happy too..

then in the afternoon we went to SM to finish up Boo’s physical exam requirement, then we had dinner at Ramy’s.

then laugh-a-doo’s ofcourse in courtesy of Crio. Then we ate penoy and balot. and we went biking around the village, was it even around? hahaha!! me and boo was riding, ram and crio did the tuluding and the driving.. fun fun fun night!

souls day + work + laziness = thank god for taxi’s

i feel sorry for the souls. it’s their day, and it’s not even considered a holiday? like i can do something.

i noticed that as years gone by, special holidays are no longer how it used to be, it’s not what it is supposed to be, and it’s just like any given boring sunday. maybe not all would agree, but can you not see the difference? hmmm..

i dont wanna argue, i’ll just stick to what this day if made of.

lastnight i set my phone alarm to 9:30 am for today, since work starts at 11am.

but did it work? NOT.

i cuddled my pillows like im gonna loose them the very moment i release them.

the day feels gloomy and my room is cold all over, i do not wanna get up.

who programmed  the alarm of my phone to giving only 5minutes snooze? up yours!

ugrh! who invented work? why did 11am exist? why o why o why do i have so many questions, when all i had to do is get my ass up and go to werk? dang me! sometimes.

but not til 30 mins more. half zzzzz’sss..

so it’s 10am, and im still like 3years away from standing up.

somebody please, stop the world for an hour!!!

at 10:05, i knew i needed to get up,

but around 10:06 i realized, there are Taxi’s!!!

phew, whatta relief!

so i got up at 10:10am, turned the shower full blast and immitated The Flash.

there went the bubbles down the drain in as fast as lightning is concerned!

hahaha..

clothes clothes clothes? why do i need to choose? why cant everybody wear the same thing over and over again, to save time!!!

[these are the times i need to cry this one out]

pulled up my for-the-preggy jeans and some tank top. yes, i make sure my baby bump looks good.

and then i slip my foot to my Birks.

grabbed and ducked my l’il LV pouch [i used it yesterday, so all my stuff are there] to my big Kipling brown bag,

and voila! you got a sexy pregnant working girl built up!

out to the gate, and the taxi’s.

then i swooshed a message to Mady, saying that i was running late, that i love her and ill get in touch with her through email right after, since cellphones are prohibited inside the office.

and then i figured i wanted some Fuji’s and green mangoes [pregnancy related chuvakels]

so the driver had to be directed to go to the nearest fruit stall before flying towards the office.

and so i got what i needed, and just got to the office. in time. believe me, i dint get late.
infact i still had the time to get my fruits sliced in the pantry and get some breakfast, total of — 8minutes!

check me out in Guinness soon.

hahaha.

i dont wanna do this all over again tomorrow. no.

it’s supposedly my rest day, but i had to work for Ding, she needs the day off. [pregnancy related chuvakels,hehe]

im getting my day-off turn next week, flashing wednesday of pillow cuddling non-stop. something to look forward.

that’s when the world stops for me. alas!

but as of the mow, im stuck here at work. later, after logging out, me and sarah will hit Ayala,

to have a panic-buy of something to our Secret pumpkin back at work, it’s due tomorrow.

then ima head home and rest.

set the alarm again for tomorrow,

and sh*t, this time i gotta hear it clashing my ears around 6:30am!

urrgghhhh!!! just imagine me tomorrow.

i’ll keep you updated.

gotta bounce now.

so now, im here.

so now, im here and will be here til 8p.

on and on ..

thank you for calling expedia. com…

November 1? spooky? NOT.

and here came November 1, 2006 . Spooky? no. I have no work and i know i’ll be resting like a snake in bed. My Mobile Phone is busy as usual, keeps its  excuse me boss , you have a message thing over and over again. my textmate? my precious sister te Casanova. she always makes sure she texts her tita [that's me, people!] and asks about the baby and me ! *im always fine, specially when you text! thank you very much luv! and so it was just me, beddy bed, ipod, my baby inside, P9, and my textmates. I shut eyes my close trying to think of  better things to do for the day. one : visit church or some cemetery and light some candles for the deserving — two: grab some coffee at Calabria, since it’s just 32 steps away from my place, but i figured coffee won’t be good for li’l angel inside. — so three: eeeppp! i gotta get my a** to the office, Ding Tompar needs my signature for the Swap Form. so there! i got myself up, took a good bath, and changed. few minutes later? Thunder!!!!! and the rain poured like the rivers in heaven gave up! hmmm, so i sat back, relaxed. then  excuse me boss , you have a message, my phone went, and as mush as i did not expect it, like so totally, it was jed Ongking -Long lost Dudie-  [as how it was saved in my phone]  and it went like this :

—————————————–

-Long lost Dudie- <0927*******>

01.11.06 9:30 am

Mustah dude?

—————————————–

so fo sho, that wasn’t some kinna miss-sent messages there, it said “dude”, and i am the ONLY one that he calls that, i believe!!

after five whole months people, after five whole months of only looking at the mms pics he sent me of himself, five whole months of trying to call and text him without getting any replies, three whole months of just wondering where he could be, five whole months of needing to talk to him badly [he's sucha good listener and you'll get good advices. why would i ever care if he dissappears if he's not worth that?] five whole months, but i survived, and now he’s back from outer space…. hahaha!

but i did not reply to his text! <— read : i did not reply!

but, i called him right then and there. Insiguida. and so finally, again, after five whole months, his voice is right next to my ear, i could here him talk for real, laugh and cough [he's sick, like the time we talked, five whole months ago] so we caught up details, talked and laughed like the usual, and teased each other, reminded him of some of the messages i sent him bout my current sitch – pregnancy and the happy me, we had to talk about how things happened, and i do not mean the details of how the baby was made. and he said he wished he was the dad. [oh like c'mon, why are guys so like that when it's not theirs, but when it's realistically theirs, they just swoop off out of the universe in a sec?] and i need answers to that, seriously, you male creatures! hehehe. but yeah, i wished he was the dad too, talking bout genes of real good men, oh oh , lemme rephrase that — genes of  real good and real  good looking men.

and then our stories went on, to sum it up, i told him how happy i was being pregnant, and he told me how he is now and he told why he was gone for awhile..the good thing is, were both ok and happy. at the back of my mind, i thank this beautiful being inside my tummy, a blessing indeed. he brought back a friend i badly need as shock absorber, listerner and comforter, i always knew i needed to talk to him and vent all out  both good and bad happenings, like i used to five months ago, about a struggle of a bye-waiving affair with my former One True Love.

nothing seemed to matter to me while we were talking, it was great listening and sharing to a good friend while caressing my tummy. it was a good gift for halloween. so i say Spooky? no. not at all. Magical indeed. very.

and so the things i needed to do, still have to be done. and the rain? eased out, i dint even notice how long it was.

so i stood up, and dashed out of my place, and poof.. the rain? back again.

so i had to shed at the coffee shop and get some, cola. remember: no cofee. twister : both has caffeine . haha!

and the rain gone, like my baby singing the nursery rhyme for  me. thanks hun,mommy just needs to be at the office. i whispered to her. 

then i got all my errands done. swap ok, and that means work on Friday, 8am-5pm. then i get my next week wednesday off.

on the way home i saw a friend at the local drink spot, Fishermans Net. so i stopped by, to say hi.

then i decide to chill for an hour, i met Kaye, a friend of my friend who was there, and we were talking and we all had a good time.

me, minus the beer and the cigs, but the conversations were all good.

then, McDonald’s drive-thru, Chicken meal and Two large french fries. i could feel my baby smile.

then home, eat and rest.. just cuddling with my tummy, giving it a warmer place within pillows, soft soft pillows.

my hands? still texting — My precious Casanova. and Jed  “Dudie-is-back” Ongking.

Me and my fetus took nap. then got up for dinner. Fish Fish Fish people!! i used to hate but now, no comment.

preganany related issue, i guess.

It was bedtime, but i wasn’t even close to winking myself to sleep.

so i figured, ima do a text fest again!! Scrolled through my phonebook and i ran over numbers of my ex-flingaloose.

So i figured i text them, i did. it wasnt a thing i did to tell them i miss them, but i told them how happy i am to be a mom soon,

and i thanked them for the beautiful memories. and the responses were great. that was it. closure to the Single Me days. Opening and embracing motherhood.

Some has questioned my marital status. and i just gave the simplest reply.

I choose to live the life without confusion and pain and hurt and stupid doubtings,

i choose to live it, just with my baby.

i am married.

however it is not to him, but to my friends who are always and will always be here.